Veronica's Diary

Fresh start

2011-08-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

It has been 2 years. what had happened feels so fresh, it just felt like its yesterday.... how many months that i didn't blog? I've lost count... wanted to blog since the day i started my new job but i just didn't manage to log in here.. always been occupied by stuffs....

First, i FINALLY dropped my old job as a Brand Ambassador and now I'm a sales consultant at VOLKSWAGEN. hooray~~~

its not an easy task selling a product from Rm10 and now selling something over hundred thousand. what a huge gap LOL

its been 4 months + now, and the only thing i can say is this job is tough. tough not just mean selling something so high end but also to deal with internal problem. its really a super competitive line. Don't talk about the negatives one and talk about the positive one which is i get to know this luxurious brand, get to feel it, touch it and to be in the front line for any updates, new models blablabla xD I've fall in love with VW but its kinda headache to memorize all the specs, i still get confused now and then hahaha for a girl like me that doesn't know a single thing bout cars 4 months ago, now i feel so proud of myself ROFL

4 months + 5 cars. not many but surely progressing =)

my first Beetle 1.6

my first Golf 1.4

my first Golf GTI 2.0

my first Polo 1.2

my second Golf 1.4

Beetle, Polo, Golf, GTI. what's next? Scirocco, Eos, Passat CC, Tiguan, Touareg?? muahahaha

Can't wait for the new models to arrive!! namely Golf R, Tiguan new facelift, Polo GTI...just to name a few xDD

this is what i get for my birthday this year xD

pls don't ask me again why i get this instead of iphone...

i just wanna get it...don't really like iphone 4 thou, maybe iphone 5 will change my mind?

I still have stories to tell but let's just stop here today as my fingers almost froze being in the showroom. its just freaking

cold here!!

ta~

Its all bout u

2010-12-07T08:54:00.000-08:00

I called it fate that we get to know each other...

it is not love at first sight at the moment i met u.. i din even pay attention to whoever was around because i felt so sick n tired..

slowly..i got to know u bit by bit.. and den from there i've developed some feelings on u.. i know it might be kinda fast to u but this is just a part of my feelings and i cant hold on my feelings for long so i just hv to express it.. i've been struggling if its too fast to pop d Q...and yet, i cant be bothered by d circumstances and go ahead... so of coz it isn't good news... i tell myself its ok,what more, i just want to stay friends with u even thou u had classified me as a good fren...

it din hurt so much when u rejected me.. it hurt most when u doesn't wanna talk to me and instead u post up a comment n indirectly asking me to stop... if u would tell me directly whats ur feelings, i think tat would be better.

what's wrong with somebody admiring you? am i that bad? whats wrong with me... can u pls tell me.... if u think i fall for someone easily.. im sorry to disappoint u,i do not fall for someone that easily. i did not pictured us being a couple or whatsoever, i jus hope to know u more, if ur happy i am happy for you.

you are always on my mind, i misses u a lot but i dare not to msg u, i scared that ill bother u and u think that im annoying... well,i should be annoying... if not i wouldn't get reactions like that...

i just hope one day you might accept the fact that i like u and still can treat me like a real friend..

i really believe in fate and my instincts towards love...

2010-11-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

been sick for 3 weeks, diarrhoea for 2 weeks n fever,flu,cough follow up.. d longest period of sickness.. zzz i never stay sick for more den 3 days one usually. in d end i found out its a chinese believe thing... white clashed v red... jus becoz i visited a friend at hospital and a week after my bro wedding got me into such mess =.= i will reli keep tat in mind d... not to mention, i wont ever forget haha

after bro wedding, all my time now spend mostly at Yik Foong , De Fashion Hill. good thing is tat, i can have a place to sell my stuff, and d down side is tat im stuck in a shop.... kinda boring actually asking my to stick my ass on d chair for hours... zzzzz *backache*

jus managa to book a trip to Bali~~~~ hooray~~~~ v 7 others.. namely Frances, Bibisam, Carol, Evann, Mun Wai, Foon and Ken~~~ i know its 3 more mths to go but i jus cant wait!!! muahahahaahahah

Jerry & Wawa

2010-10-27T12:17:00.000-07:00

My first wedding slideshow =)

Jus havin some fun

2010-10-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

this was when me n eliz having lunch in JJ food court today. when i was half way eating, eliz keep saying how gross i look n we keep laughing, so suddenly we got d idea of sharing it v all our frens and so we decided to video it~ i still dunno how to edit video v iMovie,and this is my 1st video so u guys jus hv to accept this 1st,will try to make better ones next time =))

Brand new Me

2010-10-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

sudden thought n chop off my long locks.... no more sexy,seductive,vixen looks... now im being describe as one word.... "CUTE" n this is my lease fav word

this look, recalled flashbacks... happy moments.. glad ur in my life.. thank u..

Love

2010-10-10T12:22:00.000-07:00

what is love?

when u woke up seeing h/she beside u n u will feel warmed n touched

what is love?

when u r lonely u hv someone to lean on

what is love?

when ur sad u got shoulders to cry on

what is love?

u hv someone special to share ur happiness

what is love?

when u r mad about something u can jus call h/she to bla everything out

what is love?

when u open ur eyes the first one u think of is h/she

what is love?

when u r sick, thr will be someone to take care of u

what is love?

you can hv someone to go on dates together

what is love?

when u feeling lost, h/she will cheer u up

what is love?

when h/she sad or happy u will feel the same for h/her

what is love?

you will alwiz think of him,wondering what is h/she doing right now

what is love?

it will make u feel insecure

what is love?

its all bout compromise

what is love?

there will be promises made

what is love?

h/she wouldn't care how u look, h/she actually want u to treat h/her with all ur heart

what is love?

it can be base on materials, if ur rich,u will definitely hv a lot of bees around u

what is love?

it is just complicated... a knowledge u can never mastered

one of d cam-whoring night

2010-10-05T12:57:00.000-07:00

few days ago,after work,got no plans. tried on my newly bought dress, tied up my hair, tot jus take a few shots... ended up i got 183pics taken in 1hour++ lolx n here r some of them =)

it took me bloody few hours to load jus one pic here,mayb bcoz im also uploading pics to fb slows it down... ill upload again later... really gotta go to bed d... its almost 5.30 in d morning d... nitey nitezz

nervous freak

2010-09-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

its 3.21am n im still doin my hair treatment, just dyed my hair black today coz i've been told ill stand a better chance if i got black but colored hair. the last time i got black hair was when im still in high skul lolx look rather innocent now v ma new hair color, Rocky said i look deceiving haha mayb i am? xP

take a look here =)

innocent? deceiving? younger? older? xP

in bout 5 hours ill be on d way to Singapore d~ hooray~~ xD im on a lone trip again but this time im not sad BUT freaking nervous!! got an interview on Sat, ive done my research as been told. hopefully i still stand a chance among all the nationalities...

okay,finish hair treatment, feel slightly smoother n softer haha n most importantly, not smelly anymore hehe

just now i was being so emo i probable hurt my besties feelings, im so in d wrong im gonna send my apologies to them now, hopefully they'll forgive me for my childishness..

just finish packing my luggage... total i hv 3 things to carry... my usual bag + camera bag + luggage... i can imagine how tiring ill be when i need to walk around Sg v all those.... T.T

this trip imma gonna take lots n lots of pics!!!! wakakaka of coz not to be forgotten... d interview..... but anyway... i just gonna give my best shot n if i failed... i just hv to look for other alternatives then...

aight, i left bout 2-3 hours to NAP only.. nitey nitezz diary~

~ WISH ME LUCK!!!! ~~~~

38days 912hours 57720mins

2010-09-15T00:13:00.001-07:00

It has been my shortest relationships of all.. or shud i called it a fling?

when u haven got me, u treat me like a princess.. whatever i said u'll keep in mind... izit a tradition or what? after i've become yours.. u just doesnt seem to care nor bother anymore...

Your body is with me but your heart doesn't said so... a girl's feeling can be very sensitive.. they can tell if u really love them or your just looking for companionship or whatsoever to show someone that u too can get someone after someone dump u...

Browse thru ur hp... my contact name appears in front of me is still my name... i just feels like a total stranger... i've never even got d chance to get close to ur heart... saw d way u text ur ex... it isnt the way u text me... when u love someone ur sms-es showed... at first i thought i m being sensitive but after i read thru all of it... i knew... ur just using me... in what ways only u your own heart knows...

You are probably still on the rebound... please... if your not ready to love... just not look for anyone... you wan love... u wan someone to love, care, pamper u... same goes to me... i want someone to love n care for me as well...

You said u LOVE me... but your actions doesn't show...

U wan me to say i love u... but when i do? what did i get ? nothing..

U said u wouldn't wanna let go... but what did u do? nothing....

When im upset u doesn't know... u r just emotionless... or u just doesn't seem to care?

What i said i DON'T like for a thousand times... u said i LOVE it... where has ur heart gone to...

Please.... please just go after someone when you are not sure of what u really want...

I'm once more disappointed over guys.... shud i just love gals instead? tell me....

Jingle Jingle

2010-08-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

Jingle jingle

Every year we chill around u

Day or night your always there

U can be in different color, red,gold,silver,pink,purple,blue

Your so colorful,its jus how I like to live my life

Jingle jingle

You brought us so much memories that can't be erased easily

You travel around the globe n you go where ever we go

You'll alwiz be with us no matter what

Jingle jingle

Ur so smooth and shiny

How i wish to be in your world

Its a place that always reflects Joy n Happiness

Realize

2010-08-21T02:00:00.001-07:00

Since when... Ur no longer my shelter anymore...

Since when.. Ur eyes doesn't hv my shadow anymore...

Since when... U've become so cold blooded...

Since when... We not meant to be anymore...

Since when... U doesn't seem to care anymore...

Since when... Ur so near yet feel so far apart...

And I just realize, I don't seem to know u anymore...

Im sorry dear diary

2010-08-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

It has been ages that i blog here... When i feel like blogging using my Blackberry and i found out i cant blog using BB !! so this is the moment i feel like blogging. Its 4.40am now, if someone knew i still haven go to bed sure nag me haha

There's so many things i wanna blog bout but i don wanna make it an essay so i jus share v u bit by bit.

Went to Phuket ALONE during beginning of May. It was a sudden plan as i was so upset over YOU. Well, its all over now. I finally moved forward. YOU shud be happy for me aight. Its what u always wanted. *i guess*

Its has been a year, time flies... what ever happened, its in d past. I hv to be strong, its hard but im still standing firm after all those incidents. I wont be able to forget it but lets jus keep it in with a locker.

I had a blast on my Birthday Bash v Frances, all the pics i've posted in FB. Im so lazy to upload here as it takes up a lot of time. but u can check it out here~

Album I

Album II

some of u might not be able to view it so i will post some pics here later *god knows when* haha

Thanks to everyone who showed up. It was d greatest, best-est, most wonderful birthday celebration ever~

Lastly, Im so in ❤ right now~ Dear, ur my best birthday present ever~ hee~ xD Im glad i got u thou ur a lil like my mum lolx

I've got plenty to share but its already 5am n i need to get up at 8sth later to hv breakkie v mommy so just put a full stop here.

NitezzZz diary~

p/s: missin u more n more each day xD

❤七夕情人節典故❤

2010-08-16T13:33:00.000-07:00

每年的農曆七月七日是中國的情人節。比起外國的情人節更是專指向「愛情」。因為外國的情人節，原旨是人與人之間的互愛，或親情、或友情、或愛情，並非只限於男女之情。但是中國的七夕情人節，則是描述一對情侶的故事。

傳說，天上玉皇大帝有七個女兒，其中最小的女兒織女，最聰明可愛、手藝又巧。天上皇宮中的重要織錦都由她負責設計與製作。另外，玉皇大帝有一群牛，由一個叫做牛郎的年輕人負責管理。兩人情投意合、互相愛慕，至荒廢了原本的工作。於是玉皇大帝下旨，叫喜鵲告訴這兩個熱戀的情侶要節制，七日見一次面即可。沒想到喜鵲傳錯話，他們以為每天均可相見，更是高興無比，工作完全拋在腦後。

玉皇大帝這回就龍顏大怒，降旨他們每年只能見一次面，就是農曆七月七日的晚上。那一天喜鵲這群肇事者就負責搭橋，讓他們兩人踩在他們的肩膀上相會。因為一年僅能見一次面，當然有說不完的衷曲、道不盡的悲情，於是那天幾乎都會下著毛毛雨，象徵兩人的淚水。

從這個故事，可以看見傳統中國人對於「負責的工作態度」十分看重。不過因為愛情的浪漫卻使得這個七夕情人節傳說走樣，大家通常將焦點集中在「情侶被迫分隔兩地」。強調情人好不容易見面，那種淒美絕倫的場景。於是很多因為工作、因為當兵、因為父母反對、因為求學、、各種原因分隔兩地的情侶，都會希望在農曆七月七日見到面。然後兩人就心理投射自比為牛郎、織女，一起浸淫在這種浪漫感人「被迫害妄想」的情懷！

Cool

2010-05-07T12:01:00.001-07:00

Cool is:

something sleek, simple and bold, that feels effortless.

to be the first, the original that starts a trend and is iconic.

forward-thinking, breaks boundaries, confident. Cool is the idea you wish you thought of first.

the audacity to be different for reasons that don’t need to be articulated & unconsciously achieving it.

cool is what stands up - what makes you take a notice and appreciate something beyond the norm. When you see a product or a design or creation and your mind just screams at the want of it - or the appreciation to understand it more fully - that is cool.

cool is what makes you think twice.

Cool is somthing that pops up in our minds when we see something positivly extraordiany!

Cool makes you nod in agreement with all your senses, makes you grin and perhaps the goosebumbs follow. Cool penetrates beyond fake reactions, cool blows the dryness of your face, cool opens your eyes to walk away from it knowing that there is more than generic and monotonous garbage.

effortless style, a hint of madness and heaps of attitude

a mindset —being informed, relaxed, and expressing it effortlessly.

the word 'cool' is just confidence in aesthetic form.

wonderful, clever and beautiful. From oh wow, ahhh, I get it! to it would make me look *good*

Cool is a person not being affected by other peoples opinons, or behaviour -staying cool in a critical situation. A cool person stick to what he/she thinks is right no matter what. A person who works hard to appear cool is the oposite. What is "Cool stuff", like on the Cool Hunter page, is defined by if it stands out, doing it's own thing.

the art of not needing to try to be it, of possessing enough confidence in your own ideas and style to turn heads.

the new ideal; it is moving confidently forward into a better future, assured that things to come will be better.

a person/place/thing pleasurable to observe as it appears to fulfill its nature effortlessly and with signature style

the time you spend to define what cool is, cool is already gone somewhere else. Welcome in the tiring cycle of coolness. :)

We see 'cool' in things/ideas/people that have an innate and untouchable authenticity about them. Things that redefine genres. Spawn global fads and inflame our insatiable appetite for originality and roads even more less travelled than the ones before.

Remaining unaffected and composed in a world which is filled with trouble and uncertainty. Living with a constant Miles Davis soundtrack in the background, acting accordingly.

Cool is all that is authentic and artistic and innovative...cool is confidence without the arrogance... cool is connected to spirits that seek instead of stagnate...cool is impossible to define because it's in a constant state of evolution.

Cool its everything that makes you think “WOW...“

Cool has nothing to do with the external. There is no object, gadget, fashion, or built environment which is cool by and of itself. The term is only manifest when the external thing becomes utilised and inspired by a person. Cool is merely confidence of character which is then made cool by the appreciation of an audience.

Anything within reason can be made cool by somebody with the power and subtlety to make it individual and authentic - except a Toyota Prius maybe.

Cool is something so attractive and inspiring that people want to appropriate for themselves and for their creations. It's a subjective concept.

COOL is worth attention - remarkable, something to remember, outstanding, eye-catcher!

cool is about being desirable! it can be new, old, something u found a new use. it's not cool if its not a desire!

Cool is not about trends or fashion, it's about being timeless and effortless.

Something that makes you feel like telling someone else about it.

Cool is only a momentary flash of brilliance ...Before it transforms to conventional.

When pessimistic people say something is cool, I pay attention and usually agree. It takes a lot to impress pessimism

Anything that is described by the advertising media as cool, isn't.

Cool is an Outlier. Something that sits on the edge of normal thinking. Thinking outside of the square

Cool is the emotion we feel at contemplating the few brave, who express their originality, being loyal to their true selves and exposing it by doing so. We would all like to dear to be cool, is an expectative, but not to be copied, but to be selfexpresed (there is not a cool thing, and a not cool: it depends on who/how they are generated)

Cool is cool, defining it any further may just defeat the purpose...

back to reality

2010-03-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

Finally back to Ipoh on Wed afternoon coz gotta work d... after few days of relaxation, d lazybugs r reli bugging on me... had a great time v Looann & Lilian =) thx for bringing me to kaikai n all coz i know it reli feels lazy to go out in such a comfy condition hehe we went to Phuture, its my 2nd time thr(changed name but still consider 2nd time la,lolx), Pyramid for shopping and to catch Alice in Wonderland(still digesting the content).. and then..snowflakes to hv some sweet treats ^^ its been a long time that i did not get to swim..so me n looann went all out in d pool n i got a lil bit muscle ache d day after but it feels so good~~ xD

besides fun time, im having a hard time trying to figure out what's my talent, what job shud i look for? which suits me best? which profession am i into? sigh.. its really bugging me these days... feeling really lost atm... anyone would like to lend me a hand?? i wish?? ishhh dear diary will u tell me what shud i do?? aiks..im talking to myself again..

feel like going to other place to work but still the same Q,which profession? or am i reli a pro in a field? what am i good in? singing? nahh..just alright... make-up?? still under progress... bk to coll?? sigh...i've givin up bk then... ahh man....im so fucked up... feeling kinda useless nowadays like im jus good in nth... i guess...i just gotta keep thinking... somebody rescue me pls...

tired-ness

2010-03-20T07:41:00.002-07:00

Reached kl on Fri evening and checked in to Federal Hotel just next to Lowyat Plaza. After sometime fb-ing, me and Lance headed for dinner at Lowyat. Went to hv Ramen yummy~ the food is not that bad but dunno y there's no customer at all, there's only us to hv our meal there.

After dinner, Lance isn't full enuf so he bought er... French donut??? sth donut but it looks like 'yao zhao guai' to me. its to serve v choc, strawberry, whatever u name it dippings. It's so oily i dun think ill hv the second try. after that we went for a drink at Starbucks~

After some resting, recharge energy then we went to a bar at bbpark. they hv liveband performing there. we saw some uncle being special guest so we requested to sing as well. lol the waiter said its ok to go up n sing so Lance went to ask hehe so... Lance sang one song then leave me alone on the stage d.. i ended up singing 3 songs... kinda addicted to d feeling standing on the stage =P im the one saying wanna sleep in early...going bk at 12 but bcoz of me we end up going bk around 1++am hohoho

the Astro Star Quest stars auditioning at 9am and registration closed at 3pm. Lance said that we might as well get a good night sleep so we can sing better. and so... we woke up at 10am...breakfast... the audition is located at Federal Hotel 2nd floor. its so packed when we were thr... we queue for 3 hours just to hand up the application form...and waited till 5++pm only our turn... exhausted =.= we manage to sneak out for quick lunch at a japanese restaurant at lowyat.

we had some entertainment as thr's a guy, wearing white singlet v baggy jeans.. accompanied by 2 bling blingy in front of his nippies muahahaha what a guy. u guys might c him on Astro in the future coz they video recorded him.

well...after 7 hours hanging out thr... we didnt get passed to 2nd audition..down but at least we tried =) thanks to Kenny who lead me to Lilian's place =) if not i would really been lost.

went for a night swim...so long never swim,it feels awwwwwesomeeee lolx

these few days will be spending time v Lilian and Looann hohoho

till then....

世上最心痛的距离

2010-03-20T07:41:00.001-07:00

世上最心痛的距离，不是我拒绝了你，而是明明喜欢在你的

怀里，却让你觉得我不愿意和你在一起！

世上最心痛的距离，不是让你觉得我不愿意和你在一起，而

是离开你以后我痛苦万分，追悔不已！

世上最心痛的距离，不是我痛苦万分追悔不已，而是即使追

悔痛惜，也没有回头说，我其实很爱你！

世上最心痛的距离，不是我不能说我爱你，而是当我想放下

自尊表白时，你已冷漠的说，往事已矣！

世上最心痛的距离，不是你冷漠的说你已不在意，而是你放

手了，我却永远活在遗憾里，不能忘记！

世上最心痛的距离，不是我活在遗憾里，不能忘记，而是你

始终不懂我的悲哀，不明白我内心的孤寂！

世上最心痛的距离，不是你不懂我的悲哀，不明白我的孤寂

，而是我即使痛彻心脾，却不能放声哭泣！

Disappointed

2010-03-08T12:06:00.000-08:00

To make new frens, its easy. To maintain it, it takes a lot of time and patience. I do not need a lot of frens, Best Friend,1 is more than enuf. For me,im lucky to have 4 of em. They're all my high school friends. We din get along very well in high skul, we only built our friendship when we're out of skul. thou we all hv diff path, diff life, diff frens but we all still remain together.

Once in a while, we do hv arguments but our friendship did survived. At this moment, im not so sure anymore. Past few months there're some arguments but we walk thru it. Now,its another matter and this is the worst part i ever face. She's the one who gave me the most support and the same to her. She did blackmail me sometime ago but i learnt to let it go as long as we're a group again. It doesnt matter if im the one to lower my voice. But for this time, it doesnt work at all. She still stand firm to whatsoever i said.

Tried to talk to her nicely, but nth seems to change her mind... sigh what is it so hard for u to let it go? Just becoz of the 2 words makes u feel uneasy? i really cant understand, u can make a joke out of it but why cant when we said it back to u? its jus contradiction arent u?

Im wondering if im too hard on u, i've been thinking bout this since we get bk from Genting. we use to share our deepest secret,fear, and of coz happiness. what is it stopping u to share anymore? is it jealousy, money matters, ego matters? maybe its all of em but im sure we can talk thru it but why arent u opening urself up? if u dun say it of coz we dun understand u la duh!!! whatever reason it is that ur too shame to tell, i dont care. As long as u'll show up on ur farewell party, shuddup on ur money matters, we're givin u a farewell means its all on us.

what makes me simmer is that u can reject all our invitations and said that u wanna stay home all the time but then i saw u going to JJ. Im askin u to join us at JJ,u said u dun wanna out and then???? wtf!!!

i use to be the one who made the most complaints, fussiest, mood-swingy and watever..

i did not say that u do not hv temper, but this had gone too far, far beyond our limits. we hv try our best and this is the borderline. I dunno if u ever will get to c this coz i know u only fb-ing, anyway, i wanna say its u, ur the one who doesnt wan to solve this up. after this time, i cant be assure we all can be so close like we use to be anymore coz this is not ur 1st time already. d past i wouldnt wanna bring it up again.

So, if i see u tmr, ill try my best to solve the prob, if not, then this is it. by then.

purple love

2010-02-09T18:04:00.000-08:00

got my room painted today and its in PURPLE!!!!! feels so romantic hohoho xD big thanks to Baby Keith and Reco for helping out. i had fun drawing on the wall thou LOL

got 2 new shelves. one from my bro Dennis n one from Baby Keith keke it did help to make my room look sooooooooooo much neater ^^

now my room looks so perfect keke

las night Frances slept over at ma crib,we watched stephen chow's old show now,his 1st scary movie but its more comedy than scary la lolz

Bibisam will be heading bk to KL tonight for cny.

we're going to get our passport done later...hooray~i can fly~

8.2.10

2010-02-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

Dennis & Maegen

Dennis & Haegan

~Happy Birthday~

lining up after recess

fav stall of all ^^

gong bou yau zhao guai~ slurp~

snacks we used to eat in d classroom xD

nanny packing d fruits

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8th.. this no use to represent sth,but now it dun stand any meaning anymore but yet..this is still my favourite no of all. xD

its been ages that i did not step foot into my formal high skul. went for a quick visit this morning around 11+am,yes its what u c, 11++am . surprise that i can get up so early? its not bcoz i miss skul so badly or i hv sth to collect,i jus feel like snapping a few shots hoho ^^ went v Bibisam and Max. when bibisam went to get herself a drink, a NEW teacher asked

teacher: "who are you and why are u here?"(LCLY)

bibisam: "im an ex-student here and we need to go office"

teacher: "then u need to go office and take your passes!"

bibisam: "oh"(ignore.walked away)

and so.... we continue to enjoy our good food~ yum~

Went to hv lunch at Papparich today,its newly open n its located at de garden,Ipoh Garden East. well, most of the food on the menu is nth special, we can oso taste the same food and at half of the price n taste much better. im not saying that their food isn't that good, maybe just the staff cant handle it. i met this waitress,i asked her

where's the REST ROOM??

she replied dunno.

i said,if u dunno then pls go n ask.

n after some mumbling v her colleague(also a malay gal)

she said, hmm sini tak da REST ROOM but there's TOILET.

i told her rest room mai toilet lor~

*speechless*

Dinner @ 1919 v family.its my 2nd bro Dennis Bday dinner. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U BRO~ xD

cant eat nicely as my 2 of my wisdom tooth is in pain again =.= just stuff some food n tats it!

mom wanna go night market so me n bibisam accompanied her,we so bored but see her so happy its worth i guess haha

reached home,help mom clean up her room. the conclusion is . HER ROOM IS MUCH HARDER TO SORT OUT COMPARED TO MINE . so please dun say my room is messy =P

gonna go out for a drink soon,its kinda 'early' n im kinda tired but Reco n Frances stay so far oso come out,i stayed so near..wats the excuses? =.= n i do wanna get some fresh air LoL

another sunday night

2010-02-07T04:17:00.000-08:00

woke up at 4pm today coz slept very 'early' watching movie 'this morning' =P went out to have lunch v Bibisam, Carol n Reco at Ma Pou. its been a very long time since i hv my lunch there.. used to hv my very 1st meal there for few days straight ^^

its jus another sunday night sitting in front of my apple fb-ing,edit pics n surf the net..

no plans to go anywhere as lack of mood n gotta stay home to clean up for cny. will paint my room tmr, shud be painting purple color? its still one of my favourite color among others ^__^

been kinda moody n feeling so lazy these days...dun feel like goin anywhere at all..guess m in the hibernate season now LoL i've been thinking for days searching the cause of my moodiness, izit that im tired of working as a BA? tired of working at night? missing some one? money matters? future plans,to stay or to go? missin a valentine? what the hack!!please stop bothering me,i need a break...

Just got a return call, i ady took 2 days leave in these 2 mths. dunno if i can take leave on the 24-27Feb. been planning to go Sg v my buddies. never been to Sg in my 24 yrs.. =.= pai seh pai seh

my room had a total make over session,got 2 shelves added in n will paint in my favourite color. my room is so tidied up now hahaha not like dog house ady =P

cant reli focus on wat i wanna say..mind been so mess up now..i guess i hv to stop here..

photoshootin at Damai Laut

2010-01-29T09:47:00.000-08:00

sunny sunday

2010-01-18T09:33:00.000-08:00

waking up early on sunday morning instead of bein a piggy coz gonna go photoshootin at Damai Laut ^__^

suppose to meet up at Batu Gajah @ 2pm but in d end reached around 3++ coz of some complication.. it takes about an hour plus to reach the destination but its all worth =)

went v dennis,allan,reco,sam,joanne,kou lou,steve and eliz.

thanks to our photographer dennis n allan that we had losta awesome shots =)

pics will upload later when they hand the soft copy to me ^^

gloomy

2010-01-06T09:16:00.000-08:00

i cant seem to get u outta my mind...

every time i close my eyes i think of u...

dreamed of u every single night...

wishing u'll be mine...

i miss u...

miss ur smile..

miss ur hugs..

miss ur kisses..

miss how much u care for me...

how i wish maybe...

maybe you'll be with me...

after work

2009-06-18T10:14:00.000-07:00

bad news.... my appeal didnt successful... the fu*king Mr XXX din even send my appeal letter to main branch for appeal. n what he told me was "I have talked to your lecturers and I've come to a decision that you better repeat" WHAT THE?????? then u dun tell me bout its all up to the main branch!! damn it!! and now i hv to stay another yr... man... i feel so old... sigh....

now time for some good news...

I AM PART OF THE TOP 50 IN KKING SINGING COMPETITION~~~ MUAHAHAAHAHAH

its least expected tat ill get in le..as during audition i still having sorethroat... lucky me~~ =Pp

the 1st time to sing on stage was horrid!!! was so so so tense up on stage(practically,its just a small stage)lolz althou its small but im still nervous,its not that crowded,n im lucky to hv my frens to cheer in front of me~ thanks looann babe,carol dear purposely drop by to give us some support keke reli appreciated it =) tat time i got to know i hv certain weakness,my fingers kept moving and i dun even notice it!! aiks i look horrible lolzzz luckily its over and i get to drop tat habit now hehe and one more thing,i wouldnt stand like im in a pageant anymore,i look damn funny in the pics hahaahah

last fri 12 june we had a charity show at Tower Regency,besides the funds all goes to charity,nth goes on well... sound system,mic,everything is not up to the standard..we waited for the whole afternoon for the pianist to play our song...and in d end we used the MV to sing... ish.. the night we have 25 couples to sing love songs.while performing, alot of us sang wrongly... me and candy sang 眼泪知道 by Landy. when i started singin,the mic really suck!! i cant even hear what im singing.. and when the ending part both of us sang the wrong lyrics.. yickzzzzz the last part of chorus i sang badly,i took the second part of chorus and sang for the 1st part chorus... u get what i mean??but of coz i go with the rhythem,its jus wrong lyrics hehe anyway its over now.

after the show,we went Houz and then Barroom. We had a blast!! it was so fun havin so many friends to club together~~ ^__^ we took alot of pics hehe really enjoyed myself tat night. after clubbing session,we went yc at ABC,i left after a short while coz reli tired after a long day.

tmr im going to Kampar to settle my rented room,gonna move everything bk to Ipoh. so lazy coz my room is at the 3rd floor.the highest floor...sigh.. lucky i dun hv tat much of rubbish up thr...

this coming sunday will be competing for KKing top20 d... im all prepared... hopefully my throat will be fully recovered by sat... bad luck stay away from me!!! =Pp im gonna sing 花无雪 by Vincy this sunday... am still thinking what to wear to match the snowy theme... headache =.="

its almost 2am d... time to go to sack le... gud night...

2009-06-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

Last Monday we celebrated Carol's bday @ Houz,Ipoh.

her bday falls on 9th,we celebrated earlier bcoz Sam came bk from KL for Poo's wedding dinner and she wont be able to take leave so soon.

we had a blast that night,we had so much fun,so many pics taken. we all jus lurveeeee the camera wahahahahah

here are some of the pics .... enjoy

Carol and her dearest

Chivas girls~ =P

Candy: "hi.im contestant no 7~"

support me!! im contestant no 34!!

yummy~

Candy: "yum~"

Veron:"finally!!!"

whats so fun v the spoon? obviously we're hungry...

Candy:"what do u wan from me??"

Frances:"i spot tat guy 1st!!"

Sam:"im outta here!"

OMG i cant control my finger! =X

the photographer for Houz,Mr. Jay

Carol n her senior colleagues Sharon and Damien

nice tattoo, i still thinking what to tattoo on..

my lovely sis since high school

nearly fall down haha

they said i look like a rabbit xP

'hou yao' feel right?i kinda like this pic ^^

silly face behind us~ lolx

posing posing

lovely sisters

we love u Carol!!

the night starts here ^^

Frances Sam Veron

break time!

2009-05-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

i submit my appeal letter this wed, i reli hope i do not have to repeat another whole damn year again.. it really suck! shud be getting feed bk in these 10days... just gotta prey harder...

went for K King competition at Kampar today. i din do very well,indeed it suck! i had sorethroat,cough,flu since this mon...sigh all the bad things... but luckily i did manage to sing better than yday while im practicing,so at least i dun sing like a duck today, god bless me. obviously,i din get to go into the top 50,they said i gotta wait for them to call. if they ring up by tmr, im entitled. if not... sobss Lance got in easily... as usual... y i dun hv that kinda luck???? ishhhh nvm...since its my 1st time taking part in a singing comp, so i wont blame them for not taking me in since i sing so badly... so out of tune today...sigh...

but my day aren't too bad... i took 2 days leave to get some rest... rent 12 comic books... (its not that many,trust me) lolzzz so im staying home to finish it up wakakakaakak i really enjoy reading comics,novels or watch some movies at home... so comfy...

usually i would like to go out party,have a drink on weekends.. but since i got this night job... every week going to the same pubs n bistro's... im already so bored of it... mayb sometime jus chill n hv a few drinks v close friends only... or when im really down i dun mind to hv a few drinks alone..

my business is so slow... sad story... gotta find more ways to advertise d if not i really will be broke!! T.T

okay time for comics!! here i come comics wahahahaha

lost in the middle of no where

2009-05-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

well.. d results was released yesterday. i cant wait to c my results when i heard it from Lance. i couldnt be bothered to brush my teeth and i straight connect to the net. the website was so lagged bcoz most prob that everyone are checking on it. after 20mins i get to logged in n view my results. im so happy when i saw my results. my results as below.

AACS1713	WEB PAGE DESIGN	C+
ABDM2013	BUSINESS ORGANISATION	B
ABDT2123	FUNDAMENTALS OF SELLING	B-
AACS1744	BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY & APPLICATIONS	D
AACS1754	BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEMS & APPLICATIONS	C+
ABBE1013	MICROECONOMICS	C
ABBE1023	MACROECONOMICS	B-

you see, its been a long time that i've done so well. *the las time i get B for main sub besides the language of English was like 1 or 2 yrs ago* so when i see i hv 3 B's i was like, 'man,im going to second year~!!'. but as i slowly scroll down... i saw this line....

You are not permitted to proceed to the Year II Diploma course and ALL Year I failed units (inclusive of Semester 1 & 2) are converted to REPEAT units.

i was wondering.why the hack that im not permitted??? i called n ask. they said i cannot carry more than 4 failed units. well, my fren carried 5 units, which is 4 main n 1 language, he can proceed to yr 2. in the other way i failed 3 main n 2 language. WHY???? why is this happening to me??? i dun believe that i cannot achieved CGPA 2.0 with the results i get!!! damn!!

i really hope they made a mistake coz i've tried so hard... gave up working for 4 days to study for this final...

and if they din make any mistakes, i really wish that it can be appealed... sigh.... thousands millions sighs........

who's gonna rescue me?? im so damn lost now....

mother stroke, not enjoying my work, n now my damn results aint good enough.... why why why!!

im so stress....lost.....depressed.....i dun wanna repeat another year !!! sigh......... what should i do if i really cant go second yr....i've spent so many years from cert level till this dip level n im not that young anyway....

help...

busy day

2009-05-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today is a real busy day for me, woke up early, as usual(at least for the past 2 weeks)to take care of my mom, went breakie with parents, and then sent her to NASAM(national stroke association of Malaysia). Today dad was free so I gotto take a nap till 12pm.1 hour plus but better than nothing. Went lunch with Jason, and then we went to visit Chinese doc at pasir putih there. Had some placed poke by needle,bcoz the doc said that my fingers will sometimes become numb is that some veins block the blood to circulate, and hopefully my blood will circulate to every single veins. Its not that painful as I thought though.

After that went to the maid agency, got to hire a maid immediately bcoz she left her previous employer not long ago. So right now we’re trying her out, if both parties are satisfy with each other and ill have a maid to help me out, which is a thousand relief for me. Yeah!! She is just 21 years old, so young to become a maid. After all the procedures, I sent my aunt home and we head home. When I thought I can have some rest, my friend Carol called, she is involved in an accident AGAIN!! And its doesn’t involve other driver bcoz u know what?? She hit a street light!! OMG she is not concentrate on driving at all !! ill show u some pics. She crashed the street light and it broke into half, furthermore the street light is like 2-3inches thick man!!! She’s my hero lolzz

some pics to show u how i admired her~ =P

its stuck!!only can removed by toll truck!

if there isnt wires hanging in all 4 direction,the street light will definately land on Carol's car

lottery anyone??

man! she really crashed the street light into 2 parts!!

luckily the street light landed on a soft ground,if not Carol would be hospitalized

it should look brand new in a month or so ..

After that, we went loitering at Ipoh Parade to pass the time. Pick up Carol, went home drank soup, help my mom shower, then sent Carol to work, she’s late for about an hour bcoz of me hehe

Settle everything, and finally time for FOOD!! Starving for so long d. went Barbeza to have dinner. Ate Spaghetti Bolognese and Italian Chicken Pizza~ yummy~~ its not that expensive so u guys shud go try out the pizza too!

A lot of trips of sending and picking up my mom today. After dinner I just got some time to rest then I head off to pick her up again at Pasir Pinji. This time, my mom got a care taker beside her already.

Its almost time to zZZzZz … im super duper tired… pics will post soon… cya~!

Holiday but cant go holidays

2009-05-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

im in the middle of sem break now,but i been no where to have fun...

work work n all work... its been kinda hard for me nowadays,cant get enough of rest... coz i need to get up at 7sth in the morning to take care of my mom.. help her in her basic needs,fetch her here n there, n also have to stand her anger most of the time. been so tired,help her out,got nag,dun help her even worst... what can i do? nothing i can do but to help bcoz she's still my mom after all.

im so happy that she can stand on her own now,at least i dun have to stay by her side 24/7.

my bro take care of my mom when he comes bk from work around 6pm,which b4 that i have sto stay v my mom,im only free on mon,tues and sun n have some 'me' time. wed-sat oso gotta work.. where do i get the time for myself? it mess up all my holiday plans.. n i still cant get to continue Gossip Girl yet... thousands 'ishhh' !!!

i dun hv to pick up my mom at 12pm,she got a fren to go acupuntcure together so im a lil bit free to online n finish some of my tasks. im do not know what to do now,to sleep or to cont surf net?coz i dont know what time my aunt will be calling...

went n fix my car after i've dropped my mom at physio centre. fixed alignment n handbrakes. yday fix wiper. one more thing left is to wash the car coz its kinda dirty after the down pour yday.

went to ah kor hse to play cards on tuesday night. not much luck in poker but i get to win bk playing 3 cards, yeah!!

trendiest lock hanger

guess who??!! lolzz

okies,time to go off.

ciaozz

tired..

2009-05-09T12:50:00.000-07:00

It's already almost 4am n what am i doin sitting in front of the pc? shud be asleep by now..
but im so depressed a moment ago till i got a good chat with Irene n Kat, Irene always is my counselor, she's much wiser than me in every aspect of life, im so glad i got her as my friend,very close friend indeed. she look into a person fairly,doesnt simply give into rumor which give me chance to proved im not that kinda person,well if i am,i've definately changed. Im a much better person now after she's been my advisor for almost 2 yrs.. which made me grew up a lot!

i had just overcome some of my negative emotions which made me so down these few weeks. i cant seem to cheer myself up while im in that situation,so upbeat,so feddup n tired of myself. i've been a weird me by then but now??no more!! iwont want to be so controled by my emotions and i dun wan 'It' to spoilt my mood. i really wanna enjoy life more. plus, i must be fit to take care of my mom, the mental challenge that my mom give me is already enough stressful,wouldnt wanna be too stress out.

my mom is recovering very well. the wheelchair can be left aside d,n now she can walk v lil help! we all are so happy for her. hopefully that she be able to fully recovered asap. god bless her!

time to go to bed.. nitezz diary~

Finals finally over!

2009-05-04T10:16:00.000-07:00

Finals finally over today!! Had 7 papers for d passed 2 weeks, and my mom in hospitalized since 20^th April, been so busy over my mom and studied for my finals.. sigh such relief now.. no need to stress over words d.. What I need to do now is concentrate on taking care of my mom. Thanks all for dropping by to the hospital. I really appreciate it. Thanks to Carol especially for giving my mom massage all the time when she’s too struggling thru her hectic schedule, coz she’s now having day and night job, not much time to rest yet take care of my mom a lot. One trillion thanks to Carol.

My mom will be recharge from the hospital tomorrow. My aunt is back from England to take care of her. Hopefully she’ll recover soon as its not easy for a ‘monkey’ to stick on the bed for such a long period of time. Will bring her to do physiotherapy and acupuncture, heard it helps a lot, so we gonna give it a try and hope it speed up her recovery.

Finals over and I can finally have some ‘me’ time as I’ve been putting my business aside to prepared for finals. Now is time to catch up. And I wanted to continue my GOSSIP GIRL!!! Yeah~~ season 1 also din manage to finish.. =.=

I got tons of clothing and bags with me now, of coz include a lot of other products.. god knows when is the day I can manage to sell all ! hahaha but things cant be forced.. so I gotta take it slowly..

Looann darling is going off to UK this week, enjoy ur trip ya~~ dun forget my souvenir ya kekeke will see you again next month le… we’ll catch up, sorry when your back I’m not free to meet up. Really not enough time le.. sorry ya, we’ll yc when u come back next month. ^__^

Woke up at 7am this morning to study for my last paper Microeconomics. Studied till 1pm and I’m off to Kampar. By that time my tummy is still empty. I drank Herbalife shake and it’s suppose to last me up till about 4-5 hours but by the 2^nd hour, my tummy was singing already. Don’t know is it b’coz im using too much of brain power?? N it makes me hungry?? Lolzz then I tot I can grab some food when I reach Ipoh but gotta go over my aunt house to pick up a dish for my mom, and den only be able to get some food at Old Town. My aunt let me taste her freshly made peach cheese cake n its ‘yum~~~~~’ muahahahah I still love food thou I always on a diet. Lolzz can’t help but to eat and then diet later on wahahaha

I’m so worn out now, eyes closing d..

Will be continue…..