nervous freak

its 3.21am n im still doin my hair treatment, just dyed my hair black today coz i've been told ill stand a better chance if i got black but colored hair. the last time i got black hair was when im still in high skul lolx look rather innocent now v ma new hair color, Rocky said i look deceiving haha mayb i am? xP

take a look here =)

innocent? deceiving? younger? older? xP

in bout 5 hours ill be on d way to Singapore d~ hooray~~ xD im on a lone trip again but this time im not sad BUT freaking nervous!! got an interview on Sat, ive done my research as been told. hopefully i still stand a chance among all the nationalities...

okay,finish hair treatment, feel slightly smoother n softer haha n most importantly, not smelly anymore hehe

just now i was being so emo i probable hurt my besties feelings, im so in d wrong im gonna send my apologies to them now, hopefully they'll forgive me for my childishness..

just finish packing my luggage... total i hv 3 things to carry... my usual bag + camera bag + luggage... i can imagine how tiring ill be when i need to walk around Sg v all those.... T.T

this trip imma gonna take lots n lots of pics!!!! wakakaka of coz not to be forgotten... d interview..... but anyway... i just gonna give my best shot n if i failed... i just hv to look for other alternatives then...

aight, i left bout 2-3 hours to NAP only.. nitey nitezz diary~

~ WISH ME LUCK!!!! ~~~~

38days 912hours 57720mins

It has been my shortest relationships of all.. or shud i called it a fling?

when u haven got me, u treat me like a princess.. whatever i said u'll keep in mind... izit a tradition or what? after i've become yours.. u just doesnt seem to care nor bother anymore...

Your body is with me but your heart doesn't said so... a girl's feeling can be very sensitive.. they can tell if u really love them or your just looking for companionship or whatsoever to show someone that u too can get someone after someone dump u...

Browse thru ur hp... my contact name appears in front of me is still my name... i just feels like a total stranger... i've never even got d chance to get close to ur heart... saw d way u text ur ex... it isnt the way u text me... when u love someone ur sms-es showed... at first i thought i m being sensitive but after i read thru all of it... i knew... ur just using me... in what ways only u your own heart knows...

You are probably still on the rebound... please... if your not ready to love... just not look for anyone... you wan love... u wan someone to love, care, pamper u... same goes to me... i want someone to love n care for me as well...

You said u LOVE me... but your actions doesn't show...

U wan me to say i love u... but when i do? what did i get ? nothing..

U said u wouldn't wanna let go... but what did u do? nothing....

When im upset u doesn't know... u r just emotionless... or u just doesn't seem to care?

What i said i DON'T like for a thousand times... u said i LOVE it... where has ur heart gone to...

Please.... please just go after someone when you are not sure of what u really want...

I'm once more disappointed over guys.... shud i just love gals instead? tell me....

Jingle Jingle

Jingle jingle

Every year we chill around u

Day or night your always there

U can be in different color, red,gold,silver,pink,purple,blue

Your so colorful,its jus how I like to live my life

Jingle jingle

You brought us so much memories that can't be erased easily

You travel around the globe n you go where ever we go

You'll alwiz be with us no matter what

Jingle jingle

Ur so smooth and shiny

How i wish to be in your world

Its a place that always reflects Joy n Happiness

Realize

Since when... Ur no longer my shelter anymore...

Since when.. Ur eyes doesn't hv my shadow anymore...

Since when... U've become so cold blooded...

Since when... We not meant to be anymore...

Since when... U doesn't seem to care anymore...

Since when... Ur so near yet feel so far apart...

And I just realize, I don't seem to know u anymore...

Im sorry dear diary

It has been ages that i blog here... When i feel like blogging using my Blackberry and i found out i cant blog using BB !! so this is the moment i feel like blogging. Its 4.40am now, if someone knew i still haven go to bed sure nag me haha

There's so many things i wanna blog bout but i don wanna make it an essay so i jus share v u bit by bit.

Went to Phuket ALONE during beginning of May. It was a sudden plan as i was so upset over YOU. Well, its all over now. I finally moved forward. YOU shud be happy for me aight. Its what u always wanted. *i guess*

Its has been a year, time flies... what ever happened, its in d past. I hv to be strong, its hard but im still standing firm after all those incidents. I wont be able to forget it but lets jus keep it in with a locker.

I had a blast on my Birthday Bash v Frances, all the pics i've posted in FB. Im so lazy to upload here as it takes up a lot of time. but u can check it out here~

Album I

Album II

some of u might not be able to view it so i will post some pics here later *god knows when* haha

Thanks to everyone who showed up. It was d greatest, best-est, most wonderful birthday celebration ever~

Lastly, Im so in ❤ right now~ Dear, ur my best birthday present ever~ hee~ xD Im glad i got u thou ur a lil like my mum lolx

I've got plenty to share but its already 5am n i need to get up at 8sth later to hv breakkie v mommy so just put a full stop here.

NitezzZz diary~

p/s: missin u more n more each day xD

❤七夕情人節典故❤

每年的農曆七月七日是中國的情人節。比起外國的情人節更是專指向「愛情」。因為外國的情人節，原旨是人與人之間的互愛，或親情、或友情、或愛情，並非只限於男女之情。但是中國的七夕情人節，則是描述一對情侶的故事。

傳說，天上玉皇大帝有七個女兒，其中最小的女兒織女，最聰明可愛、手藝又巧。天上皇宮中的重要織錦都由她負責設計與製作。另外，玉皇大帝有一群牛，由一個叫做牛郎的年輕人負責管理。兩人情投意合、互相愛慕，至荒廢了原本的工作。於是玉皇大帝下旨，叫喜鵲告訴這兩個熱戀的情侶要節制，七日見一次面即可。沒想到喜鵲傳錯話，他們以為每天均可相見，更是高興無比，工作完全拋在腦後。

玉皇大帝這回就龍顏大怒，降旨他們每年只能見一次面，就是農曆七月七日的晚上。那一天喜鵲這群肇事者就負責搭橋，讓他們兩人踩在他們的肩膀上相會。因為一年僅能見一次面，當然有說不完的衷曲、道不盡的悲情，於是那天幾乎都會下著毛毛雨，象徵兩人的淚水。

從這個故事，可以看見傳統中國人對於「負責的工作態度」十分看重。不過因為愛情的浪漫卻使得這個七夕情人節傳說走樣，大家通常將焦點集中在「情侶被迫分隔兩地」。強調情人好不容易見面，那種淒美絕倫的場景。於是很多因為工作、因為當兵、因為父母反對、因為求學、、各種原因分隔兩地的情侶，都會希望在農曆七月七日見到面。然後兩人就心理投射自比為牛郎、織女，一起浸淫在這種浪漫感人「被迫害妄想」的情懷！

Cool

Cool is:

something sleek, simple and bold, that feels effortless.

to be the first, the original that starts a trend and is iconic.

forward-thinking, breaks boundaries, confident. Cool is the idea you wish you thought of first.

the audacity to be different for reasons that don’t need to be articulated & unconsciously achieving it.

cool is what stands up - what makes you take a notice and appreciate something beyond the norm. When you see a product or a design or creation and your mind just screams at the want of it - or the appreciation to understand it more fully - that is cool.

cool is what makes you think twice.

Cool is somthing that pops up in our minds when we see something positivly extraordiany!

Cool makes you nod in agreement with all your senses, makes you grin and perhaps the goosebumbs follow. Cool penetrates beyond fake reactions, cool blows the dryness of your face, cool opens your eyes to walk away from it knowing that there is more than generic and monotonous garbage.

effortless style, a hint of madness and heaps of attitude

a mindset —being informed, relaxed, and expressing it effortlessly.

the word 'cool' is just confidence in aesthetic form.

wonderful, clever and beautiful. From oh wow, ahhh, I get it! to it would make me look *good*

Cool is a person not being affected by other peoples opinons, or behaviour -staying cool in a critical situation. A cool person stick to what he/she thinks is right no matter what. A person who works hard to appear cool is the oposite. What is "Cool stuff", like on the Cool Hunter page, is defined by if it stands out, doing it's own thing.

the art of not needing to try to be it, of possessing enough confidence in your own ideas and style to turn heads.

the new ideal; it is moving confidently forward into a better future, assured that things to come will be better.

a person/place/thing pleasurable to observe as it appears to fulfill its nature effortlessly and with signature style

the time you spend to define what cool is, cool is already gone somewhere else. Welcome in the tiring cycle of coolness. :)

We see 'cool' in things/ideas/people that have an innate and untouchable authenticity about them. Things that redefine genres. Spawn global fads and inflame our insatiable appetite for originality and roads even more less travelled than the ones before.

Remaining unaffected and composed in a world which is filled with trouble and uncertainty. Living with a constant Miles Davis soundtrack in the background, acting accordingly.

Cool is all that is authentic and artistic and innovative...cool is confidence without the arrogance... cool is connected to spirits that seek instead of stagnate...cool is impossible to define because it's in a constant state of evolution.

Cool its everything that makes you think “WOW...“

Cool has nothing to do with the external. There is no object, gadget, fashion, or built environment which is cool by and of itself. The term is only manifest when the external thing becomes utilised and inspired by a person. Cool is merely confidence of character which is then made cool by the appreciation of an audience.

Anything within reason can be made cool by somebody with the power and subtlety to make it individual and authentic - except a Toyota Prius maybe.

Cool is something so attractive and inspiring that people want to appropriate for themselves and for their creations. It's a subjective concept.

COOL is worth attention - remarkable, something to remember, outstanding, eye-catcher!

cool is about being desirable! it can be new, old, something u found a new use. it's not cool if its not a desire!

Cool is not about trends or fashion, it's about being timeless and effortless.

Something that makes you feel like telling someone else about it.

Cool is only a momentary flash of brilliance ...Before it transforms to conventional.

When pessimistic people say something is cool, I pay attention and usually agree. It takes a lot to impress pessimism

Anything that is described by the advertising media as cool, isn't.

Cool is an Outlier. Something that sits on the edge of normal thinking. Thinking outside of the square

Cool is the emotion we feel at contemplating the few brave, who express their originality, being loyal to their true selves and exposing it by doing so. We would all like to dear to be cool, is an expectative, but not to be copied, but to be selfexpresed (there is not a cool thing, and a not cool: it depends on who/how they are generated)

Cool is cool, defining it any further may just defeat the purpose...