Disappointed

To make new frens, its easy. To maintain it, it takes a lot of time and patience. I do not need a lot of frens, Best Friend,1 is more than enuf. For me,im lucky to have 4 of em. They're all my high school friends. We din get along very well in high skul, we only built our friendship when we're out of skul. thou we all hv diff path, diff life, diff frens but we all still remain together.

Once in a while, we do hv arguments but our friendship did survived. At this moment, im not so sure anymore. Past few months there're some arguments but we walk thru it. Now,its another matter and this is the worst part i ever face. She's the one who gave me the most support and the same to her. She did blackmail me sometime ago but i learnt to let it go as long as we're a group again. It doesnt matter if im the one to lower my voice. But for this time, it doesnt work at all. She still stand firm to whatsoever i said.

Tried to talk to her nicely, but nth seems to change her mind... sigh what is it so hard for u to let it go? Just becoz of the 2 words makes u feel uneasy? i really cant understand, u can make a joke out of it but why cant when we said it back to u? its jus contradiction arent u?

Im wondering if im too hard on u, i've been thinking bout this since we get bk from Genting. we use to share our deepest secret,fear, and of coz happiness. what is it stopping u to share anymore? is it jealousy, money matters, ego matters? maybe its all of em but im sure we can talk thru it but why arent u opening urself up? if u dun say it of coz we dun understand u la duh!!! whatever reason it is that ur too shame to tell, i dont care. As long as u'll show up on ur farewell party, shuddup on ur money matters, we're givin u a farewell means its all on us.

what makes me simmer is that u can reject all our invitations and said that u wanna stay home all the time but then i saw u going to JJ. Im askin u to join us at JJ,u said u dun wanna out and then???? wtf!!!

i use to be the one who made the most complaints, fussiest, mood-swingy and watever..

i did not say that u do not hv temper, but this had gone too far, far beyond our limits. we hv try our best and this is the borderline. I dunno if u ever will get to c this coz i know u only fb-ing, anyway, i wanna say its u, ur the one who doesnt wan to solve this up. after this time, i cant be assure we all can be so close like we use to be anymore coz this is not ur 1st time already. d past i wouldnt wanna bring it up again.

So, if i see u tmr, ill try my best to solve the prob, if not, then this is it. by then.