break time!

i submit my appeal letter this wed, i reli hope i do not have to repeat another whole damn year again.. it really suck! shud be getting feed bk in these 10days... just gotta prey harder...

went for K King competition at Kampar today. i din do very well,indeed it suck! i had sorethroat,cough,flu since this mon...sigh all the bad things... but luckily i did manage to sing better than yday while im practicing,so at least i dun sing like a duck today, god bless me. obviously,i din get to go into the top 50,they said i gotta wait for them to call. if they ring up by tmr, im entitled. if not... sobss Lance got in easily... as usual... y i dun hv that kinda luck???? ishhhh nvm...since its my 1st time taking part in a singing comp, so i wont blame them for not taking me in since i sing so badly... so out of tune today...sigh...

but my day aren't too bad... i took 2 days leave to get some rest... rent 12 comic books... (its not that many,trust me) lolzzz so im staying home to finish it up wakakakaakak i really enjoy reading comics,novels or watch some movies at home... so comfy... 

usually i would like to go out party,have a drink on weekends.. but since i got this night job... every week going to the same pubs n bistro's... im already so bored of it... mayb sometime jus chill n hv a few drinks v close friends only... or when im really down i dun mind to hv a few drinks alone.. 

my business is so slow... sad story... gotta find more ways to advertise d if not i really will be broke!! T.T 

okay time for comics!! here i come comics wahahahaha

=P

lost in the middle of no where

well.. d results was released yesterday. i cant wait to c my results when i heard it from Lance. i couldnt be bothered to brush my teeth and i straight connect to the net. the website was so lagged bcoz most prob that everyone are checking on it. after 20mins i get to logged in n view my results. im so happy when i saw my results. my results as below.

 

AACS1713	WEB PAGE DESIGN	C+
ABDM2013	BUSINESS ORGANISATION	B
ABDT2123	FUNDAMENTALS OF SELLING	B-
AACS1744	BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY & APPLICATIONS	D
AACS1754	BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEMS & APPLICATIONS	C+
ABBE1013	MICROECONOMICS	C
ABBE1023	MACROECONOMICS	B-

 

you see, its been a long time that i've done so well. *the las time i get B for main sub besides the language of English was like 1 or 2 yrs ago* so when i see i hv 3 B's i was like, 'man,im going to second year~!!'. but as i slowly scroll down... i saw this line....

You are not permitted to proceed to the Year II Diploma course and ALL Year I failed units (inclusive of Semester 1 & 2) are converted to REPEAT units.

i was wondering.why the hack that im not permitted??? i called n ask. they said i cannot carry more than 4 failed units. well, my fren carried 5 units, which is 4 main n 1 language, he can proceed to yr 2. in the other way i failed 3 main n 2 language. WHY???? why is this happening to me??? i dun believe that i cannot achieved CGPA 2.0 with the results i get!!! damn!!

i really hope they made a mistake coz i've tried so hard... gave up working for 4 days to study for this final...

and if they din make any mistakes, i really wish that it can be appealed... sigh.... thousands millions sighs........

who's gonna rescue me?? im so damn lost now....

mother stroke, not enjoying my work, n now my damn results aint good enough.... why why why!!

 

im so stress....lost.....depressed.....i dun wanna repeat another year !!! sigh......... what should i do if i really cant go second yr....i've spent so many years from cert level till this dip level n im not that young anyway....

help...

 

busy day

Today is a real busy day for me, woke up early, as usual(at least for the past 2 weeks)to take care of my mom, went breakie with parents, and then sent her to NASAM(national stroke association of Malaysia). Today dad was free so I gotto take a nap till 12pm.1 hour plus but better than nothing. Went lunch with Jason, and then we went to visit Chinese doc at pasir putih there. Had some placed poke by needle,bcoz the doc said that my fingers will sometimes become numb is that some veins block the blood to circulate, and hopefully my blood will circulate to every single veins. Its not that painful as I thought though.

After that went to the maid agency, got to hire a maid immediately bcoz she left her previous employer not long ago. So right now we’re trying her out, if both parties are satisfy with each other and ill have a maid to help me out, which is a thousand relief for me. Yeah!! She is just 21 years old, so young to become a maid.  After all the procedures, I sent my aunt home and we head home. When I thought I can have some rest, my friend Carol called, she is involved in an accident AGAIN!! And its doesn’t involve other driver bcoz u know what?? She hit a street light!! OMG she is not concentrate on driving at all !! ill show u some pics. She crashed the street light and it broke into half, furthermore the street light is like 2-3inches thick man!!! She’s my hero lolzz

some pics to show u how i admired her~ =P

its stuck!!only can removed by toll truck!

if there isnt wires hanging in all 4 direction,the street light will definately land on Carol's car

lottery anyone??

man! she really crashed the street light into 2 parts!!

luckily the street light landed on a soft ground,if not Carol would be hospitalized

it should look brand new in a month or so ..

After that, we went loitering at Ipoh Parade to pass the time. Pick up Carol, went home drank soup, help my mom shower, then sent Carol to work, she’s late for about an hour bcoz of me hehe

Settle everything, and finally time for FOOD!! Starving for so long d. went Barbeza to have dinner. Ate Spaghetti Bolognese and Italian Chicken Pizza~ yummy~~ its not that expensive so u guys shud go try out the pizza too!

A lot of trips of sending and picking up my mom today. After dinner I just got some time to rest then I head off to pick her up again at Pasir Pinji. This time, my mom got a care taker beside her already.

Its almost time to zZZzZz … im super duper tired… pics will post soon… cya~!

 

Holiday but cant go holidays

im in the middle of sem break now,but i been no where to have fun...

work work n all work... its been kinda hard for me nowadays,cant get enough of rest... coz i need to get up at 7sth in the morning to take care of my mom.. help her in her basic needs,fetch her here n there, n also have to stand her anger most of the time. been so tired,help her out,got nag,dun help her even worst... what can i do? nothing i can do but to help bcoz she's still my mom after all.

im so happy that she can stand on her own now,at least i dun have to stay by her side 24/7.

my bro take care of my mom when he comes bk from work around 6pm,which b4 that i have sto stay v my mom,im only free on mon,tues and sun n have some 'me' time. wed-sat oso gotta work.. where do i get the time for myself? it mess up all my holiday plans.. n i still cant get to continue Gossip Girl yet... thousands 'ishhh' !!!

i dun hv to pick up my mom at 12pm,she got a fren to go acupuntcure together so im a lil bit free to online n finish some of my tasks. im do not know what to do now,to sleep or to cont surf net?coz i dont know what time my aunt will be calling...

went n fix my car after i've dropped my mom at physio centre. fixed alignment n handbrakes. yday fix wiper. one more thing left is to wash the car coz its kinda dirty after the down pour yday.

went to ah kor hse to play cards on tuesday night. not much luck in poker but i get to win bk playing 3 cards, yeah!! 

trendiest lock hanger 

guess who??!! lolzz

okies,time to go off.

ciaozz

tired..

It's already almost 4am n what am i doin sitting in front of the pc? shud be asleep by now..
but im so depressed a moment ago till i got a good chat with Irene n Kat, Irene always is my counselor, she's much wiser than me in every aspect of life, im so glad i got her as my friend,very close friend indeed. she look into a person fairly,doesnt simply give into rumor which give me chance to proved im not that kinda person,well if i am,i've definately changed. Im a much better person now after she's been my advisor for almost 2 yrs.. which made me grew up a lot!

i had just overcome some of my negative emotions which made me so down these few weeks. i cant seem to cheer myself up while im in that situation,so upbeat,so feddup n tired of myself. i've been a weird me by then but now??no more!! iwont want to be so controled by my emotions and i dun wan 'It' to spoilt my mood. i really wanna enjoy life more. plus, i must be fit to take care of my mom, the mental challenge that my mom give me is already enough stressful,wouldnt wanna be too stress out.

my mom is recovering very well. the wheelchair can be left aside d,n now she can walk v lil help! we all are so happy for her. hopefully that she be able to fully recovered asap. god bless her!

time to go to bed.. nitezz diary~

Finals finally over!

Finals finally over today!! Had 7 papers for d passed 2 weeks, and my mom in hospitalized since 20^th April, been so busy over my mom and studied for my finals.. sigh such relief now.. no need to stress over words d..  What I need to do now is concentrate on taking care of my mom. Thanks all for dropping by to the hospital. I really appreciate it. Thanks to Carol especially for giving my mom massage all the time when she’s too struggling thru her hectic schedule, coz she’s now having day and night job, not much time to rest yet take care of my mom a lot. One trillion thanks to Carol.

My mom will be recharge from the hospital tomorrow. My aunt is back from England to take care of her. Hopefully she’ll recover soon as its not easy for a ‘monkey’ to stick on the bed for such a long period of time. Will bring her to do physiotherapy and acupuncture, heard it helps a lot, so we gonna give it a try and hope it speed up her recovery.

Finals over and I can finally have some ‘me’ time as I’ve been putting my business aside to prepared for finals. Now is time to catch up. And I wanted to continue my GOSSIP GIRL!!! Yeah~~ season 1 also din manage to finish.. =.=

I got tons of clothing and bags with me now, of coz include a lot of other products.. god knows when is the day I can manage to sell all ! hahaha but things cant be forced.. so I gotta take it slowly..

Looann darling is going off to UK this week, enjoy ur trip ya~~ dun forget my souvenir ya kekeke will see you again next month le… we’ll catch up, sorry when your back I’m not free to meet up. Really not enough time le.. sorry ya, we’ll yc when u come back next month. ^__^

Woke up at 7am this morning to study for my last paper Microeconomics.  Studied till 1pm and I’m off to Kampar. By that time my tummy is still empty. I drank Herbalife shake and it’s suppose to last me up till about 4-5 hours but by the 2^nd hour, my tummy was singing already. Don’t know is it b’coz im using too much of brain power?? N it makes me hungry?? Lolzz then I tot I can grab some food when I reach Ipoh but gotta go over my aunt house to pick up a dish for my mom, and den only be able to get some food at Old Town. My aunt let me taste her freshly made peach cheese cake n its ‘yum~~~~~’ muahahahah I still love food thou I always on a diet. Lolzz can’t help but to eat and then diet later on wahahaha

I’m so worn out now, eyes closing d..

Will be continue…..